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today was ... interesting to say the least lol
spent most of my day in the library studying for psych
which in the end the test was ok....it was w/e
i think i did well.
its funny how people react to little things.
i wore a skirt to FIU today and all my peoples made a big deal of it.
i mean come on people...its a skirt lol
i dunno why...but i just wanted to be girly today lol
anyways...dont get used to it...

anyways...2 days!
2 days to my bday peoples!
im getting old..

its been forever since i posted anything at all...
but today felt like a day where i could post something...
so here goes...
work yesterday was...ugh it destroyed my self esteem
well school has been kicking my ass recently and
yea...just being told something by my dad (yes i work with him)
killed me and made me crumble lol
but yea...
so three hours of crying
and bitching at my other boss...
i got money and new clothes out of my dad lol
other than that...school and work is kicking my ass...
i barely work
i barely have money..
my bank account was overdrafted and i have $8 to
my name at the momeny lol
monday i absolutely have to put the money i got from my dad
in the bank.
cuz if not then ima spend it like theres no tomorrow lol
my birthday is coming up!
5 days!
woooo
dunno how ima spend my bday but i noe its gonna b with my peoples.
prolly gona go to the grove or something...
gona b a fat enabler...
as usual....

this week is gona b hell...
but i am going to have fun cuz my bday is almost here!
wooot
19 years...
ugh im getting old lol
Monday: Math test and tons of reading to do.
Tuesday: Psych test...which i have to read for...and study for...
Wednesday: Need to read a book for anthropology...yey.
THursday: SLS project due....which reminds me gota do something bout that lol
***TUesday, THursday and Friday: WORK...gota make the dinero...yey
****Friday: Bday...going out..never coming back home lol i wish...

gota go...dad's here....having a rare family dinner...i think the last one we had was
like 8 months ago?

this summer was supposed to be way different than how its ending up like.
so far...ive been out of the house a couple of times to hang with the peoples...pool...pool and the mall...movies at leo's and my house.
mostly what ive been doing...
ive also reread my most fave book in the whole wide world for the 40th time...Jane Eyre.
im dieing to buy the movie.
im presently reading I, Elizabeth over and "A Short HIstory of Nearly Everything"
mostly out of boredom.
i cant wait til school starts
wow, i cant believe i just said that lol.
ive decided to party hard but then also study hard.
im actually thinking of double majoring and getting my forensics certification at the same time.
i wonder if it can be accomplished?
i predict that im not gonna b able to sleep in for a while once school starts lol.
someones gonna have to pull me away from my books and kidnap me once in a while...*ahem* bianca, leo, ana *ahem*

ive discovered a new love for Flyleaf.
ive been listening to their music for the last week and a half and havent gotten sick of it yet.
their stuff is a little thrashy but if u alternate it with a little All American Rejects and some Gnarles Barkley then ur good for a while lol.
fave song of the moment is "Amy Says."
cant wait til warped <3
4 days people! bwahahahahaha
cant wait to see From First to Last, Paramore, Underoath, Senses Fail <3
too bad Thrice and MCR arent playing warped anymore lol.
them playing would be awesome, theyre alltime faves of mine.

been surfing myspace for a while now.
looking at random profiles of ppl that are going to FIU. i dunno...im killing time okay?
b got me addicted to Maple lmao
but i seem to keep on dieing, damn mushrooms and pink snails!

just got back from cheesecake with lili n the b
ate too much...just like everyother time i go there lol
beforeee...i spent time at my momma work
cuz some weirdo was pounding on the door today n yea we got
freaked out
n i didnt want to stay home
cuz im a chicken lol
it was the first girls night out tonight in a loooong timeeee...
got to catch up, laugh n chismear with my girls
in a way im happy that stef, oreste, ralph n zack didnt show up...
i missed the goin out with the b n lili to catch up
on good times
but i also was sad lol
XMAS BREAK ISSS HEEERRRREEEEE *happy dance*
ive decided to ask for two things this year...
1)stationary bike cuz my fat ass is getting bigger than it already is lol
2)a SIMON gift card where i can buy all i want anywhere i want lol
went by RAMPAGE
omg there so much tahts sooo gorgeous there
i wanted to take it allll
but nooo im not gonna steal cuz im a good girl
lmao
omg im dieing to go out dancing
really i wanna go dancing
i cant wait til i have a car...id be out every weekend
im so over having to wait for somebody to pick me up
n take me places
i learned some chisme
talked bout darth with lili n b
decided that B is gonna ask him out for me lol
but first i gotta get his sn
hhhmmm...
i bought the most gorgeous espadrils today
at this little store near my mommas work
omg i love em
they kill my feet but hey
no pain no gain
wut elseee...
Deember 22, 2005
my parents' divorce will be final...
excellent xmas gift i might add
well for my mom atleast
i mean im happy that my momma is gonna b free
from all this bs that shes had to deal with
but im also sad cuz id leaves no hope for me to find love
dunno why...i just feel that way
maybe thats only cuz i never really went out n got myself a bf
or maybe im only starting to try now
maybe its cuz my parents have sheltered me so much in my
life and cuz theyve always said NO to everything...
i dunno i gotta think lol

NICK! we need to go out!
really man
im disappointed that u couldnt go out with us tonightttt
bah
♥

highlights of my day:
*woke up at 8 which is quickly getting annoying considering the little sleep i get
*was late to tutor
*spent an hour in best buy deciding wut to get B for her bday
*asked her wut she wanted
*got her wut she wanted and another special present
*got myself Batman Begins and Romeo & Juliet on dvd
*got myself new headphones cuz i cant use my reg ipod earphones
they hurt my little ears
*went home n watched it like 3x cuz I LOVE CHRISTIAN BALE
*spoke to B for an hour on the fone bout absolutely nothing while IMing her
*got called a cumguzzling gutterwhore...w/e that means
*wanted to go out but nobody is picking up their fones or IMing me
*I WANT TO SEEE CHICKEN LITTLE!

id say it was a completely normal day
now off to do absolutely NOTHING...cuz im bored
and i dun wanna do hw
im avoiding my SATs again
ugh i hate doin practice tests....

im out
♥

This Friday:

And then on July 15th:

Be there or be Square!

and for ale...

THE CORPSE BRIDE!

these are my new official fave lyrics...

...Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans...

and im officially a FallOut Boy freak ;-D
i <3 theyre music...
*sigh* if only i had heard bout them earlier...lol
soo many songs so little time to catch up on them lol

well besides that...
summer is goin really slow recently...
so little to do!
rain everyday...
bah
i have tons of school related responsible things to do...
but its just not as attractive n fun as goin onlinelol
gotta read two books n 4 short stories
gotta actually learn stuff for art hist.
gotta work on SATs :-/ which i probly am not planning on
touching that book for months atleast lol

wanna go n jump in ana's pool...lol shes invited me
but she lives soo far god dammit...
damn u ana!
we should somehow make the distane to ur house from mine shorter...
MAGIC?! lol
i think its a plan...
today it was so hot that i was thinking of jumping into a puddle...
i noe! INTO A PUDDLE?!
eww...
but omg it looked so cool lol

drove round with my sis for a while n went by some ppl in their pool
jumping round and swimming...omg lol it was orgasmic
mandy's word lol

been really thinking bout making bracelets this summer n maybe giving them to ppl...
i noe ana wants one..
who else?!
gotta make requests ppl! lol

i was thinkin today bout those bonsai kittens...grrr...
pisses me off when i think bout how they hurt little Proos (special word for
kitties between my fam and i)like that!
man if only i had the power and the money..
id take all those baby kitties n adopt them! lol
bwahahahahahaha
can u imagine? id have like 40000000000000000000000000000000000 cats in my house :-D
id love it. lol
ok...before i die of excitement ill stop lol

im out...
gonna see wut i can do for the rest of the day...

I HATE BEING SICK!

well as i told mike today
i was at bk yesterday with my momma waiting for my sis to pick us up
n my blood sugar lowered really fast n i got really sick...n now im in basically in
recovery. lol
i hate it when this happens
cuz i then am miserable n cant do anything for days.
so today bc my momma was afraid that id die or sumtin
i had to endure what my sis n I consider to be inhumane...
a day with the granma...
ugh
i am officially not gonna eat chicken soup for MONTHS...if not YEARS!
ive had to eat chicken soup...and chicken soup...and chicken soup...
WHY?!
cuz its the only thing that wont make me sick!
grrrr....

watched the MTV movie awards today..
ive officially discovered that MTV is sooo boogie (however u spell that).lol maybe theres a
U somwhere in there? *shrug*
they gave the Best Femal Performance award to Lyndsey Lohan when obviously
Rachel McAdams shouldve won!
she did such a better job in The Notebook than
Lyndsey did in Mean Girls!
im boycotting MTv for a while...theyve pissed me off....
n anyways all they put on their scheduling is reality shows...
n i hate reality shows...they suck!
its all the same BS over and over and over again!
saw the Foo perform...
couldve been better
esp dave...ehh lol not theyre best performance.
love the Brekfast Club reunion.
i dunno Tom Cruise n Katie HOlmes seem to be acting like 7th graders who
have crushes on eachother...or is it me?

anyways...
ive realized how much i love Pete from Fall Out boy lmao
hes so hot ;-)
just a random thought there...lol

got my score on my short response for Art History today from the other day...
i think i turned it in on tuesday...
not sure.
well i got a 50 out of a maximum of 50 points :-)
i thought i did a crappy job on it...
but i guess AP Euro did pay off?
lol
i guess this class's DBQ's arent gonna b that bad...
well see after MOdule 2.
got another...ohh...3 weeks before i gotta write a long response.
*shivers*

watchin Adult Swim lmao
its one of the new episodes of Family Guy. lmao
Stewie is embroidering something that says Die Lois...
gotta love Stewie.

well im out gonna see if i can actually sleep tonight...
last night i woke up like 5x
my momma didnt help any with waking me up to check my blod sugar..
but atleast she means well. lol

im out...
byes!
<3

stole this from ana! :-)

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I only til now realize how cute the icon/mood thingy i have is....
nm that...

today's been interesting...
got woken up cuz the cleaning lady is here and shes making noise so i cant sleep!
:-(
went downstairs...ate breakfast...the usual
saw Que Pasa USA...too funny
it was the episode where Iggy goes to live with the family
and they think that hes some delinquent
and they think he has drugs n is corrupting Violeta's cousin
who turns out to be this druggy n a weirdo.

today's the deadline for my first week's worth of assignments
for my art history class...
had them done last night :-)
i fell proud of myself lol
im starting to read ahead on Sumerian Art, which is the same as Near Eastern Art.
im thinking of usin my sister's art history book
which it turns out to be the same as the book that mr.reeves (my teach)
says taht we can have if we wanna read more...
i dunno thing is that i dun feel comfortable with the amount of info i have cuz its an AP
class...
it might be me cuz in Euro we had notes up the yingyang...

anyways...wanna go to the beach so badly!
but i cant cuz the only person who is willin to take me
is at school all week til friday!
so im stuck at home
n my momma cant drive for man reasons (long story)
n my dad is working n
id rather not stay in the car with him for an hour cuz id spaz out
n have a fit
n tell him stuff that im not supposed to tell him lmao
if u noe wut i mean...well ana does anyway.

dude nobody showed up on sunday to my house!even after ppl had been tellin
me that they were able to go!
only ana did! grrr..
im disappointed in ppl...
but oh well its not worth the energy..
lol

anybody wanna go out this weekend?
i noe that leo wants to go see Sisterhood of teh Traveling Pants on saturday..
leo!
call me!
must make plans!
anybody else wanna make plans?! im open for friday...
maybe we can go to the beach?
hmmm...i wonder....
maybe i can get my sis to leave me at the beach with a couple of ppl...lol
or i can crash at ana's? lol jp.

well im off i gotta brush up on my prehistoric art n read bout sumerian art....
BYES!

<3

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IM BACK! mel is back to lj! :-)
i recently felt that since i never really talk to my "reefies" ppl..i should just post n talk to them on lj?!
recently ive been really missing ya ppl!
mostly cuz i feel like the connection we had is gone!
n that makes me *tear*
so yea...update!

Varela is...interesting...
spent the last 4 months there...as u all know...
interesting how i can get straight As without even trying...
thats never really happened to me before...its an interesting feeling ya noe...
met a couple of interesting ppl...a new bianca, monica, amanda, leanne, gio,
karina, clara, bryan...and the list goes on and on...
most of the ppl i met this yr...*tear* graduated!
which means imma be lonely again!
well not really...the new bianca, monica, amanda, leanne and gio will be with
me next yr.
met also an interesting character...charles
too funny.
really nice dude
ohhhh almost forgot!
alejandro...
SUCH A SWEETHEART! so nice...i heart him.
next years goal: make more friends with ppl from class of '06.
i wonder if reef's gradbash or gradnight or w/e its gonna b will b the same day?
would love that...

SUMMER!
wow it hit me the other day that summer just started...and were SENIORS...
hope i dont get senioritis...haha
i want u ppl to meet my ppls from varela....
but first thing is for u ppl to go out with me on the weekends!
how bout the beach next week?!
i think it sounds like a plan...nick already is posting bout it...

more later...gotta read for art history...dude this class is gonna b so interesting but so demanding..
well duh...*thinks to self* its an AP class!....
lol
im a dork...i noe ;-)
well im off...to bury myself in prehistoric art! :-D

<3

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